I felt it then
like I feel it now
There was a dead end sign
at that moment I peered into our future
We tried to give space
Then that choice was taken away
One more chance to prove we can survive
locked down together
So we took my family land
We tilled that soil
Built distractions
Illusions and dreams
The peppers and tomatoes
that I now harvest
I prepare them alone
The nightshades
the itch
now taint my tears
and pink-stain my cheeks
where they have streamed