How drunk is drunk to me. I hear men drink the sweat of their heart away. I try it every night. Spend my nights in bar till I end up fist fighting. Till my mouth fill with blood more than whisky. They won't **** me, they love their lives. But I won't stop till they run away. As I walk back to my apartment women look at me and frighten like I'm an animal, which I wish to be but- When I reach my apartment, I ask myself if I'm drunk enough. And I would say myself, try better tomorrow.