flowers you gave her starting to wilt first daises depraving innocence then a lonely rose pink petals swelling under pressure living off artificial sweeteners suffocating wildflowers does not tame her drawn out death begging for life souls need sun to thrive not sugar to borrow bouquets only live dying for replacement another petal falls leaves are always last clutching thorns on stems holding everything upright time sensitivity quickens containing beauty consistently cutting herself short viscously controlling how long you get to see the illusion weeping alone hoarding tears neglecting to refill vases left to rot turning vases into jars depositing wax at her expense candles illuminating scarlet letters ignites inescapable fires killing her spirit she too dies slowly