We cannot understand everything. A harsh lesson from life. Be steady, see the pendulum swing In times of despair and strife.
Yet, I chose to know myself. The dark caverns in my mind, Those I had put on a shelf That left me maligned.
I find myself on an edge, I have been here before, And when I fell I made a pledge. That instead I would soar.
I look into the abyss, It greets me as before, With a smile and a kiss. Features I grew to abhor.
What it does not know; I am no longer afraid. Innocence had to go Just as the mist must fade.
I look into the night, With a deep breath, I soar Then the dark turns to light. I am afraid no more.
I have been on the edge many times. More than I would like I nearly fell into the abyss. Yet as I find myself back here I realise that growth happens during uncomfortable times. I'm ready for the next challenge.