Cold hands underneath my body. Fingers rapidly grasping my arm longing for me to stay I shake off any affection given to me. “Poison, Get away from me” I hear one of my voices telling me. Maybe I am right, or maybe I’m wrong I can’t deny the feeling of confusion mixed with anger and sadness. We’re all nonexistent species wanting to be loved so badly by someone else because we cannot fully absorb the concept of being alone. We are made of single I’s. We are two different souls that will never ever know the other person anyway..
I wrote this when I was 14. Things have changed since then but I just wanted to share something I've kept secret for so long.