I can feel you're here, but you're nowhere near. You're so far away but yet so close, I really want to overdose. My heart's still beating and it makes me sad that you've stopped breathing. I want to hold your hands right now, but I can't and that's making me feel so low. You've been my everything and you'll forever be, I know you're now free. I want to follow and meet you above, I want to give you my neverending love. You didn't choose to break my heart and this really is only the start. I can't imagine a life without you, but now I kinda have to get through. I'll miss you and I will forever do, you're mine and I know you'll always love me too. I wish everything was as simple as this text, but I am just scared of what happens next. I'd love to feel your touch and soothing kiss, this will be something I'll forever miss. I am thankful, though, for everything that we had, I just wish this wouldn't have had ended this bad. I hope you'll look after me sometimes from up there, as I feel you blowing the wind through my hair.