It’s like everyone around me can’t see my pain, it’s like there is something wrong with my brain. I’m feeling really drained, I think that I might go insane...how could I restrain? My chest is really heavy and my head is feeling wavy, I cannot keep steady. Where is my self control? I’m feeling completely un-hole. Something has taken over my soul and I have lost all control. I feel so hopeless, I don’t think that I can cope with this.