If my heart is black, And my soul is lost. I, having lost track Of the hours it has cost.
Can I be free?
The bite of the wind is chilling, Yet it does not reach my core. But I stand there, unwilling. Facing what it has in store.
Can I be free?
The ground sinks, With one foot in front It's as though the other shrinks.
Can I be free?
I wish to collapse, My energy is spent, Healing the breaks and cracks With mortar, brick and cement.
Can I be free?
The chains are unshackled, But no less heavy.
Can I be free?
Bruises and marks appear. They come as no surprise, I do not face them with fear, Nor with weeps and cries.
Can I be free?
This is all unknown, I am burdened by my mind. This path is mine alone, To discover, to unwind.
Am I free?
It's effort to heal from depression. Today it just hit home how hard I'm pushing myself. Emotions are fickle. It's hard not to fall into that black hole. I can only keep trying. One day I'll be free