I can do it I can let it out I can stop it I can stop it all!!!
But no.
I’m not supposed to do that
I’ll have to tell my counselor
I’ll have to hide more scars
So... I guess I just have to sit here Wait until I can feel the pills working And let the steam build under my skin Burning, yearning to be set free Oh what a lovely sight... To watch The garnet droplets As they pool on my pale skin And with every stroke of the blade I want to drive it deeper