When she was a child in a dark forest of fear, imagination cast its strange light into secret places, scattering traces of illumination so bright, years later, they might suddenly reappear, their light undefiled.
When she was young, the shafted light of her dreams shone on her uplifted face as she prayed; though she strayed into a night fallen like mildewed lace shrouding the forest of screams, her faith led her home.
Now she is old and the light that was flame is a slow-dying ember . . . What she felt then she would explain; she would if she could only remember that forest of shame, faith beaten like gold.
Published by Piedmont Literary Review, Songs of Innocence, Romantics Quarterly and Poetry Life & Times. This is an unusual poem that I wrote in my late teens or early twenties, and it took me some time to figure out who the elderly woman was. She was a victim of childhood ******, hence the title I eventually chose. Keywords/Tags: child, abuse, ******, fear, night, faith, prayer, screams, shame, beaten