Feelings that I wanted to flee when the world went dark It seems, I feel delighted every night Totally alone, stuck in darkness' side.
Even now, I couldn't feel the frozen ground As I lay underneath a big old oak tree I don't know if it is inhuman to stay calm When you couldn't find the beauty of the things around.
I won't fret if the moon vanishes from my sight I'm thankful of the insects silenced by the cold I feel the emptiness run inside me I can comprehend now the language of pain.
I know, I'm an unconvincing feeble Swallowed by world's benightedness Trying to find an answer in all the miseries Makes me feel that my life is so pointless.
Somehow, I wanted to go out of this situation overnight I wanted to view things to it's perfection But again and again I always end up in this prison cell.
I couldn't deny, I'm so cruel to myself I always let intrusive thoughts intrude In the vicinity of my consciousness Because, I want to be a witness of this Moonless Darkness.
A poem made by me out of reading the novel of John Green,THE TURTLE ALL THE WAY DOWN. Most of words in here are from the book. I compile it and made this one.