In a forest without trees Where only a buzz is heard, not seen She laid on black ground Her belly up and her face down She stared at the missing stars Empty spaces of used up light, now just scars
Bathing in a sea of mud She lifted her hands and saw blood LIFE she thought, so from the ****** muddy pulp A melting body she tried to sculpt To bring to life from the wet dirt A being to love her, although formed in a chaotic birth To fill the voids with light and sense Instead, a being stood, made of nonsense Upsidebackwords and a grievous grin For which she hugged dispute the sin
Pretending that light magically appeared Knowing it was only her sanity that disappeared Upsidebackwords and a spinning head She would be okay here, amongst the dead Living in an empty chaos was better than not So she gave up what she had originally sought
Spent her life in the upsidebackwords, and forgot That she created this being to aid her escape, but it was all for not.
Inspired by "Two dead boys" by Tyler Rager and the dark spaces within our minds that are so hard to explain.