Feb 2020
There’s a highway to happiness
Beyond my sorrow
I have found a path to heaven
I fill my veins with drugs
Every night
A different sort of narcotic
A subtle smile
For a while it gets better
For a while I look pretty
And the world seems beautiful
Until it passes, leaving me drained
Gushing out of my body
Pulling me back into cruel reality
A dangerous place where
I am not who I am
I walk a different path
I say nothing I feel
Real, yet so unreal
So I tell you I am doing alright
Doing drugs all night
Washing away my scars
1 a.m showers, sounds bizarre
But
Isn’t, if you’re me
If you could, only see
Beyond my sorrow
I have found a path to heaven
I fill my veins with drugs
Every night
A different sort of narcotic
A subtle smile
For a while it gets better
For a while I look pretty
And the world seems beautiful
Until it passes, leaving me drained
Gushing out of my body
Pulling me back into cruel reality
A dangerous place where
I am not who I am
I walk a different path
I say nothing I feel
Real, yet so unreal
So I tell you I am doing alright
Doing drugs all night
Washing away my scars
1 a.m showers, sounds bizarre
But
Isn’t, if you’re me
If you could, only see
