Life has reached its apex, when the major goal is to not freeze to death on the Iowa City streets in February. Finally I went to the back of the ice-box, and there beside the hamburger and lamb chops and the Atlantic Cod, there was your frozen heart. I'm speaking metaphorically of course, but finally, I see it for what it is; dead and icy cold. You can't hurt me anymore. Finally sweet apathy. So whenever sentimentality comes whispering at the door or through the open window--lilacs in bloom. I'll just open the icebox and glance at your dead frostbitten heart. Maybe you were brutal and cruel intentionally, or you could never overcome the blizzard people that surrounded your formative years. Either way, It feels good to finally see your soul and not give a ****.