Picking up all the scattered pieces on the floor It hits so hard this constant burning passion you choose to ignore Overly tired of feeling like I’m the last resort Wanting to find paradise, but everything seems all out of sort Falling for you ever so effortlessly, but my heart doesn’t cross your mind I feel as if, I surely lost you this time Though I know that you were never mine The fact that my absence doesn’t bother you even the slightest makes me wonder if my presence even mattered at all in the first place As I slowly start to let go of the illusion that things could have been any different my head starts to race You made me feel like a waste of space
Done with you leading me on, every time I see you this light switch flickers on. I feel so drawn to you, but I’m hoping the next time I see you those feelings are long gone