Perhaps I am yet unwise in most ways and do not know the meaning of many slight symbols, nor do I fully grasp the importance of free will. But I have seen my share of death and life, I have tasted the fruit and likewise spit it out back into the palms of those who fed it to me. I have heard one too many sermons desperately tempting me into salvation as it has been defined. Short-sighted as I am, though, I have abandoned the house of the lord to build my own here on earth.