I lived here far too long in this cavern dripping its darkness with accusations and critiques that have wetted my back with thick moisture sticky with comparisons. The crevasses and stones were placed with my collusion in crazy cooperation with shadow.
Sadly the path of my past is strewn with this profusion but gladly timely shafts of light spoiled the deception and I climbed to a luminous plain encountered rocky mounts with veins of silver and gold that bantered with the pain.
Now my long conversation with light has staunched the blight and rarely does the tempest threaten to drown my spirit in its flood.
For now my shortfalls are taken in stride measured against the serenity of truth that surrounds me.
Now my hands are joined to fellow travelers, to the faithful who laugh with me at the reaper of darkness weak in the ditch whimpering over the paucity of his power in the face of brothers and sisters redeemed by the force of honesty, trust, and Love.
Written 11-9-19
Written 11-9-19 after some reflection on a tiny bit of fear I had about reading at a funeral a poem I wrote for a dear friend and his family. There will be some colleagues in the audience from the college where I used to teach. I used to compare myself to them and often found myself wanting. My meditation and reflection on this is contained in this poem. Thanks for reading