As I leave, to you I bequest,
All my sadness and unrest.
As I go on burning low,
Noone sees how fire glows.
Noone sees and noone cares,
What happens behind those eyes.
But if one so much as dares,
The light will leave him dumb and blind.
I struck a deal that pulled me down,
I was dealt the poorest hand,
As I turn and look around,
It's hard as hell to love a man.
I gave because I didn't know,
I took because I didn't care.
I wrote but there's no one to show
to, only damp and empty air.
As I leave to you I say,
Don't go crying on my grave,
I knew I went the wrong old way,
But I loved to misbehave.