they nod their head as if they understand but don't fool with me your eyes are glazed and the notes that you are scribbling cant measure the pain ive felt i pull out the symptoms from clenched teeth legs swinging in the air on and on an endless list you grow restless and when i open my mouth to continue you walk out the door that's when i realize even the doctors don't know what to do with me Esther L. Krenzin