On behalf of my heart Representing my failing body I don’t see you like I should and believe it aches my heart This is what I was born to be looking so misunderstood If this is it then I feel displaced for it is aching more when I hate myself I’m in war with peace I need the peace but it fights me to my grave using shovel to burrow the grave I pray to God my knees on the ground arms crossed to the chest Say Amen with eyes closed and spirit ascending To let your eyes look into mine See the struggle that I put into this dream Never sleeping so that I won’t wake up dead