These words are a product of my sadness A coping mechanism to all this madness Do we accept the love we think we deserve? Why am I only creative when I’m at my worst? React or stay calm when that line is crossed Was there ever any trust before it was lost? A short poem isn’t enough to describe The thing I always held on to My suffering and pain inside At any sign of discomfort a voice reminds Of the easy way out, one way ticket to the other side Does it matter at this point When I’m full of anger And all I do is disappoint