This is how it will go. I’m just going to roll with life throws my way, Pain or happiness, Moments of euphoria or depression
This relationship has been the best ever. But like every human being, I have my fears, My anxieties.
I won’t worry about you hurting me, Running away, Or finding someone better.
I’ll focus on the good times, The ones we create. Regardless if we keep creating more, Or if unfortunately you leave me with the moments we created.
Just know. Whatever it is you do with your life my love. Leaving me, Or staying with me. Hurting me, Or loving me. I will never ever stop loving you. I don’t need mutual affirmation for that.
I’m always wondering for a place called home, I think I found it. My poem is going through different topics now.
Jaiden. Just know. Wherever you go. Whatever you do to me. Whoever you choose to marry. I will always love you.
Cheat. Lie. Hurt. Do whatever you want to me. I’ll show you I can bend without breaking. I will always love you. Forever and always. I promised that when I first said that.
It's 2 AM, sleepless ranting away. I'm deeply in love with this girl and I struggle with trust issues from past abusive relationships. It's not fair to her that I feel this way but It's all I can say. Right here. Sorry It's not really poetry, It's more or less what my thoughts are at this time.