when you think that all is as you know it as you'd like it there's something that happens then:
someone pulls your hand and shows you that life and the world around you is different than you thought.
that the grass' green is stronger that the birds' flight is more beautiful than you could see it and there's nothing left for you to do than... believe.
"believe and you shall see. believe! if you believe, you will see the flight and the sun's light and the sky's blues...
search without a fear, without a care and with no doubt. you won't find the answer in an instant, but it will come to you. maybe only after 20 years in Tibet, but it will surely come to you."
-a few years ago (about five, to be exact) I asked someone I looked up to a deep and quite personal question. we talked for hours. Before going to bed I wrote this.