Just thinking about it, how simple this specific happiness is. No obstacles or intricate riddles. Just being able to look at happiness front and center, as if its an object that can be touched and obtained. A material that stretches to skin and holds in place. for a while it seemed beyond recognition; attempting to forwardly search the horizon, no able identification and completely hollow. Now hands hold. Many forms can be seen, whether its his, hers, or self. It stretches miles, a face that can be memorized. Associate it with content things.
However, there are faces that shake the earth completely. Etchings that run deeper than they appear, stabbing pridefully; plunging over and over again with no remorse, even though their battle had nothing to do with it, a battle within themselves. Thinking about it and how irrelevant it all is. How ignorance threaded through enough to believe that their actions or acceptance actually meant anything.
See them front and center and feel nothing; association fleeting and less vivid than what used to be seen. Now the vivid colors lie with what is important. It took time, to understand its access. thoughts too clouded to reach; thinking hands couldn't feel anything but emptiness. Now they reach and feel warmth.