first it was admiration
then came infatuation
until i realized that i fell
inside a hole

a hole deeper than
the a
         b
           y
             s
               s

and i don’t know
how to find
my way      k
                 c
               a
            b

but one day
i crawled out
and you were gone

out of sight
and out of mind

i rarely think of you
i still wish you well
but i’m glad that
i was out of that hell