My heart is a stone Rolling slowly uphill At an easy, steady pace They say life's not a race They say you're never alone
But it's all just useless, I know Gravity grips hard with each step This treacherous ***** grows steep And helpless, I sow what I've reaped As I plummet back to the valley below
Pulled two directions by my heart beguiled I climb, fall, climb, fall, climb and fall again Still longing for you, for those days long gone And still trying like hell to get past this, move on My feeble heart forever stuck in this Sisyphean trial
we fall down again erstwhile love pulls us back life leads us in circles not a straight track our hearts remain anchored to endless flashbacks til death turns us all to eternal amnesiacs
(Another old found poem reworked and reshaped, probably all for naught)