You words are like toxins I inhale, suffocating every breath I take, injecting self doubt in my veins. Muscles trembling with every pace, landfiling my heart with every beat.
Blaming and calling crazy and emotional in response to your says, leaving me to question my own sanity everyday.
You felt like a insidious catalyst; a cancerous wound, a rabid havoc, a malicious destruction withering me in the subtlest of ways.
But here we are once again, rekindling old flames even when we know it's poisonous for us to stay.
Don't know if we're too weak to leave or are too mindlessly lusting for the poison to infiltrate our bloodstream and corrupt us to our cellular level.
Either way, it's a grosteque addiction for the soul, mind and heart.