Tying off every sentence Before formation You leave so many knots to develop Forming a physical Representation Of deeper ires and darker fears Than that which crosses Daily paths
So many rescinds It begins to feel Ordinary To reject and pull out Of living these Daily paths
Soon the ache transcends Mentality, emotional core Shivers itself down Strips and tears itself out Emerging as A surface twitch Developing to Repetitive kinks Growing cancerous hives, you carry monstrous minds Hulking demons that force you From daily paths
11:41pm, March 1st 2013
Too fearful to utter whatβs on your mind, you let all your hates, discomforts and fears brood. You create such terrible burdens, forgetting how to relax; tense 24/7. Knots form in your back. These are thoughts that weigh heavily; dark futures, dark pasts, dark presents in the world. You brood and brood and brood. Closed up for so long, you forget how to reopen. It is more ordinary to be isolated, alone. These cruel and terrifying thoughts shake your core; Emerge themselves as dark words and cruel whispers. You grow so very bitter, unreasonable. You've forgotten how to speak in soft tones. Every knot is a curse to utter, Veering you off from living life in happiness. You've become as bad as what you hate.