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Poems
Jul 2019
crybaby
the only one i
have
ever seen a future with
i am afraid
you will tell me you don’t
love me
anymore
it gnaws
in my brain and
my dreams poke
fun at the fear
there is
no reason why
but perhaps attention
will shift from me
low maintenance is all
i want to be
you told me you’re burnt
out
of affection
scared hands turn to hover
i cry too much
and i hate myself for it
convinced myself you
probably are just busy
which you are
but then i fear
being four texts
in a row
feels like begging
you don’t know my
fear, he left me
without a hint
spent months selling out
for dopamine and affection
and only got a sore jaw
you held me when i cried
the first time i tried for you
i cry too much
and
i hate myself for it
~ i love you so deeply and it took me so long to get here
#love
#relationship
#dating
#self
#anxiety
#fear
#cry
#sad
#empty
#tired
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(21/Non-binary/united states)
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