It’s been awhile My nail beds grew brittle since the last time we spoke My hair a shade or so darker the cat has another uti and the dryer broke Again Won’t run for more than 10 without shutting off They say it’s the tube it runs up the wall and pops out the roof How stupid It’s a fire hazard and just a **** big inconvenience Every night we’ve spent pulling in and out of that laundry mat Me legs feel like they’re stuck in molasses This life is but to fast for a sugary sweet like me I dream of dimes in the dozens and I’m not talking about change Big lights and big bucks all coming my way But I wake up in the same room Living this same life And i try so desperately to close my eyes but those dreams aren’t what’s meant for this life And I know it