Jun 2019
I stopped taking meds today
Letting my mind run free
Moving too fast
And I can’t catch up
These voices control me
Running circles around my vessel
Taunting me
Screaming at me
Killing me
Is this was pure insanity feels like
An uncontrollable explosion of infinite stimuli
Endless torment with no solution
I need to wake up from this nightmare
before one day I don’t wake up
Letting my mind run free
Moving too fast
And I can’t catch up
These voices control me
Running circles around my vessel
Taunting me
Screaming at me
Killing me
Is this was pure insanity feels like
An uncontrollable explosion of infinite stimuli
Endless torment with no solution
I need to wake up from this nightmare
before one day I don’t wake up
When I stop taking my meds for depression it all comes rushing in at once. The thought of being so dependent on this medication kills me. It feels likes these meds **** the real me. I haven’t felt myself since I was 11 (when I started taking meds). Now I’m 21 and these thoughts and fears still haunt me.
