I trusted you with my life. I wanted to hug you and love you and hold you tight. You are like a sister to me, kind and fair but so naive. You listened to the bottles hand, not the one who held you then. Brother by love not by blood and a sister from a different neighborhood. Hoping to see you live, laugh, and love instead of falling from far above. Don't lose your chance to see success. Don't lose your chance to be the best. I want you to see the day when everyone shouts hooray to your name. I want to watch as you hold your cap on graduation day. You mustn't leave me, not for the glass of death. Please don't forget me for the last taste that's left. I will never forgive myself for the days I didn't see, the cries of pain that I feel were for me. This world wouldn't feel like a home anymore, at least if I never saw you walk through my door. I'd cry in pain and anger and fright, just please don't forget me after you take your last sip for the night.
Please don't forget me and don't forget yourself. Please, Cate, please. I don't want to lose you, I'd never forgive myself.