Call me crazy
Really, please do
Because maybe I need to hear it
I can’t figure it out
My brain betrayed me
My thoughts weren’t my own
But I got it controlled
I was doing so well
So what is this?
Are these the thoughts
Of a healing mind?
Or of one descending
Back into madness?
Am I sabotaging my happiness?
Or am I simply unhappy?
I can’t tell anymore
If I am in control