-----------I weave my grand mother's spirit to life-------- when I paint with my words what she dreamed in her life. My grandmother's kimono sat in the dark never worn; so needs a dusting--I lift it up into this light to be seen, to be heard, to be felt, fabric of loving heart dreams to be. It's not perfectly shaped or tattered or torn, rather fermented beyond her time to take form. My Grandma loved to eat her white rice she ate thirty seven million grains of rice by the time she reached her 104-- Born on a sugarcane plant'tion on the coast of Oahu, a child in the tropics then a teen in Japan. Her family returned to their roots to learn, & grow, reenter the cultural force. She discovered her new talent as ------------------------------ K I M O N O A R T I S T ------------------------------ Kikuyo Yamamoto became liberated as an artist and then her life changed as her family demanded she leave her position and marry away to a Japanese man who lives in California (my Grand father). The matchmaker said it would work really well....She endured life as an American farm wife, then life in Japanese intern- ment camps. Five children, nine grandchildren...Dear Grandmother I know you had lots to surrender- I honor your life as mother, grandmother, and artist --I wove this poem in the form of a kimono for you May your spirit rest in peace. I love you.
This poem is woven with rememberence on the eve of mother's day, to honor and love the enduring nature of my grandmother. Long ago she shared with me, her possibility of a career in sewing kimonos when she was a 20 year old in Japan, and how it was not a choice within her family. Marriage was the way. She was born in 1909, and lived till 104---she loved her bowls of rice; I have heard each grain of rice is a god, so may she be empowered 7 million times over with the god of rice in her spirit belly.