our disconnect caused me not to write for awhile I wonder if I had more feelings for you then I intended to pretending that everything was cool When deep inside I really wanted you one day without talking seemed like an eternity but soon those days turned into weeks, now it's been months. What did I miss? what did I not see? the title waves sent you on your way now Im lost at sea. you knew what it was from the beginning but I didn't finding myself researching our Zodiac signs said it would be different. Ignored the Red Flags only because I thought you and I were more. Action speak louder than words I NEEDED those words those words flowing from your lips, that I once kissed then tell you I wanted more. Never been the one to hold back my emotions Ive done that before , that **** ended in commotion Reminding myself its okay to be vulnerable What is there to lose? now this writing is more comfortable.