Walking home from my friend’s house after making music and making faces and his roommate’s ex-girlfriend was in the kitchen, her back to mine across the living room and I closed the door. I walked the eight blocks to my house. To the left To the right I thought of you but only a little bit. I laughed when I slid on the ice on Summer Street and I inhaled deep to relish in the lack of sun, and for the first time, I listened that night in November with her cold and slender hands over both of my ears.