I want to break the tiny bones in my fingers and crunch my hands into crumples of blood and skin. I want to break all of my possessions, I want to shatter glass and crunch it into tiny shards with my palms. I want to cause a collision, to run my car into another, to watch matter bend and implode. I want to hear the echo of inconvenience, to discomfort and dishearten. I want to set the world on fire and to reciprocate the feeling of contempt I hold with a tight grip.