minimal effort as I watch you leave, my arms cold from the selfish diseases, wrapped tight in comfort you had me under your sleeved, tucked in shadows no one will see..

pressed in books I couldn't be let breath as I crawled from anguish to a sunlight dream, basked in smiles from friends who wanted the best for me which motivated me to scream. old letters to ****** i drew that admire your form burn in fire to release my suffocating love.

yet I broke at every moments end, a image who was sparking as the sun stroked her face so genitally in pictures i adored, deleted forever they kept me in my wishful dream.

I loved for thousands suns, for the winter springs and august screams til the endless nights which kept me up as our bodies held together in naked sheets which you used to drain seed, with curling of feet within moaning kisses in between ******* energies we beat for our souls danced and heart beats in sync as i release..

you were the one, the pressing mornings and numbing nights. the lift of love, and lacking dream.