Told my feelings were fake Laughed at for crying Brutalized for refusing Depicted as anomalous This is my "home"
I exploded, caught a breath as I felt the silencing
Crossed volatile environments Misunderstood ephemeral friends Bullied, ostracized Experienced injustice This is school
I performed, in the illusion of shutting silencing
Living my curiosity Knowledge is my strength Reflexivity makes me grow Embracing my difference This is my refuge
I introspected, in the freedom of their paralyzed silencing
Meet mind-like people Discovered my emotions Explored my preferences Dug my family history This is my travel
I free-fell, as in my trust I hit structural silencing
Communicating humbly Nourishing healthy relationships Trusting my positions Affirming my autonomy This is my womanhood
Becoming a mother, I urge to gather the pieces for her freedom
I wrote this poem after days of suffering from my mother's intrusion in my maternity… how she made fun of me and invalidated my thoughts, actions and desires towards my future daughter.