It gets better they say But who can really tell when every day is just a gamble. The idea that it will seems so far from my mind My thoughts in general haven't been kind. Echoes of my own cries of frustration are all that surrounds me The thought of going mad terrifies and is the only thing that grounds me.. Love, Loss, Lies, Leisure. My suffering is giving me pleasure. The end is near, the sky is falling But the only thing I hear is my pitiful thoughts calling. We see the end of another day We'll see in the end, if I can find my way.