often more times than not, i question if i have a knack for writing poems. truth be told, i cannot discern the answer. i attempt to make something roll off the tongue. but, it's hard to do so when you don't know how to start. so, a poet like me will have trials and tribulations that weigh heaviness on themselves. it's the soul-crushing kind that feels similar to a heart aching. because you want to be one of the best, but the reality is that you don't have the means to become better.