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Jan 2019
I lost track of me
i got addicted
to the worst kind of drug


i struggled to realizeΒ Β 
how much you impacted
every choice, every action, every move

i can't wear that blue shirt
Β Β because it reminds me of the way i
felt with you
the happiness, the smiles, the laughs

i can do this

i wore that shirt today
i didn't cry
but i did smile
not because of you
because the happiness that came from my friends
my teachers, who I see as parents
the boy, i call my best friend

i latched on to his hug for about 30 seconds longer than usual
he asked "you okay"
"all because of this"
i smiled and walked to class
haven't wrote in a while i kind of forgot how. how to put my feelings into words. i struggled finding the words and feeling i had for you. Most were good but i couldn't forgot all the pain and tears i shed for you.

i don't capitalize "i" because i can't stand alone.
Written by
lost  18/F/Missouri
   Em MacKenzie
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