I lost track of me i got addicted to the worst kind of drug
i struggled to realize how much you impacted every choice, every action, every move
i can't wear that blue shirt because it reminds me of the way i felt with you the happiness, the smiles, the laughs
i can do this
i wore that shirt today i didn't cry but i did smile not because of you because the happiness that came from my friends my teachers, who I see as parents the boy, i call my best friend
i latched on to his hug for about 30 seconds longer than usual he asked "you okay" "all because of this" i smiled and walked to class happy
haven't wrote in a while i kind of forgot how. how to put my feelings into words. i struggled finding the words and feeling i had for you. Most were good but i couldn't forgot all the pain and tears i shed for you.
i don't capitalize "i" because i can't stand alone.