the wet sheets and stale air, lingering cigarettes, softness of your rhythmic breath. your legs in mine, your heels on my toes, your head nestled in the contours of my neck.
here is my place of calm: your body. the clockwork of it, how, every couple of minutes, you jostle, and i squeeze you which sends you back still. how dead the world is outside of here. the stars are muted next to you.
itβs your unapologetic zealousness, flaming confidence. you could be naked on a stage (which you have) and not blink twice. blatant disregard of opinion, drop-kicking them away. the world is yours and you are eating it whole.
you are brighter than this town. destined for bigger and better things. flashing your white smile, you could charm the gods to your will. i only hope i can keep up, or, rather, that you let me.
a love letter to my oliver, who will hopefully never read this.