Mouth to plum, bruised blue and black it's always guilt, the wild eyes lack. It's always pansies, blooming down my back If you could ever think to love me - attack. Feel my fingers, feel my nerves boy, relish my blindness, dampen my words. Eat me alive, I've forgotten what it is to die. Forgotten how to bring my ****** lips to wine and let you shove away the tears - I'm dry. The beauty of petals, what do they serve, to only dry and fall dead from a flower, when the sun is not hers?