You don’t have to be alright. It’s okay to feel like it’s bad. You can be with a crowd and laughing out loud even when you’re deeply sad.
It’s fine to be all alone. Even when you’re with a friend. They can’t see it, I know, but it’s just how it goes it’s in you and just doesn’t end.
They say you should just get some help. But you don’t even know what is wrong. They speak all these words, but they pierce you like swords in an infinite horrible song.
I guess it’s just how this goes. People know but nobody knows. That the battle inside is not what you hide, but the roots from which it all grows.