I don't know what to say actually.
I know that a want to say so much that my throath hurts.
But I don't know what.
It's so much, like a huge protest march.
It wants something that I just can't give in to.
It wants to scream, hate, love and cry.
Sometimes it even wants me to give up.
But I will continue, just because I know that there is a point when the dam will break.
And that I finally know what burdens me.
But untill then I keep my head up and keep it that way.

Untill dam will break, I will live in the valley beneath it.
And if the dam has broken down.
I will make a new one and go to the next valley.