but darling i'm telling myself the same critics never change anything though ° darling I'm trying to find appellations for every other meaningless thing but in my world of correlation meaningless seems to have a meaning ° i'm a hideous liar meaning i'm a pretty face selling words of fire meaning that I deliberate about being shallow or loyal meaning that i'm dying but I'm quite the survivor ° I'm just as broken down as my whole generation because we're all the same just deadlier situations but I'll lie myself through since it's what I'm good at... you know denying myself isnt that bad ° I've built myself a cursed regime where my wounded hands reside because when I decide to hide no-one will ever find me °
I'm still the same unchanged, colorless and steeped of secrets still part of the sick game of saving and killing heartstrings ° but in the world where everyone's the same in a world where you're a complete idiot if you go astray, in this sick world I'm ready to embrace my "idiocy" _ ° with all due respect to the human race I'd like to go on with my hypocrisy I'll ask no-one else If they approve of me_