Yesterday When I woke up yesterday, I said to my self. From today on forward it will be a new day. I don't want to live with this pain any more. What happened, happened and I can't do anything about it. So from this day on forward I will just life on my life as it is.
Yesterday that day was a great day. I felt more free than I was before. I could let it all go. Just because I don't want to drag it a long anymore. It was a big relief.
Today Today I woke up. And their it was again, that pain. That killing pain inside my chest, my broken heart. At that moment I realized, it is not that simple. You can't just flick your fingers, and just forget it. No it will take time, it will take pain. But what happened, happened and I can't do anything about it. So I will just live on my life as it is.
Today It will be a great day, because it is the second day. The second day that I said to myself, I don't want to live with that pain any more. It happened, it hurt, it was awful, it was heart breaking. But I can not let it rule my life, I can not let it ruin my life, I can not let her ruin my life. I will be a free man once again. But this time a different one. I will be happy, because, What happened, happened and I can't do anything about it. So I will just live on my life as it is.