I’m afraid to open up.
I’ve been hurt so many times,
on top of that, I’m afraid to be the only one to fall in love.
I apologize for being so cold towards anyone, I’m just afraid to open up.
I’m so afraid to fall in love again.
I’ve always been hurt every time I try, that’s why I think the results of every try will be the same.
So far each try has been the same.
Same results, same pain, same healing process and I’m still the same person as always.
No matter how hard I try, I’m convinced that everyone I open up to will only hurt me.
No one can tell me that I don’t know what love is. I have loved a couple of boys who has taught me all kinds of love and pain. I understand love more than anyone in my life.
As much as I want to open up and love someone, I am afraid.