I distress myself not. Vote legitimate if only thy true fate be known. Spotlight awarded to thou unfavorable, rather than attainment awarded. Could'st cheerfulness no more become thee? Yearned is thy cheerfulness to wax a particle within thee. However, stuck be not. Concern it no longer that my presence be present or nay, nevertheless what thy art feel remains of substance to me. thy stratagem ploy thee play composing me the villain all round? Absurd much? Ventured me out of me restfulness in search of contentment moreover, thy mental stability. Yet it be my fault. All be unceasingly my fault. Me make thee despise me. Me make thee shove me away
Authors note: --------------------------------- Her lover chose to focus on the negative parts of their relationship and pushed her away because it was "all her fault that she couldn't love the way she was expected to"